From the Source

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  If you were trying to help someone climb out of a ditch they fell into, would you jump in with them? Get down in the mud and try to push them up? Or would you stay on the bank and find something to help them climb up themselves?  Some time ago I realised that when I was tuning in to people's emotions, and belief systems, as much as I thought I was helping them, I was actually jumping into the low vibrational ditch they were in and trying to push them up. This was especially strong with my parents, in particular my Mother. I thought I could only claim my high vibrations once I 'fixed' hers. But I was just keeping us both stuck.  I've mentioned in previous posts about my Dad, who is in hospital right now, with an uncertain prognosis. Today the hospital bed, hoist and special armchair were delivered and set up in the downstairs back room. I put the bedding on, had a cry, and suddenly I needed to get out the house. I needed to get away. I needed to move my body.  So I wal

  With my Father in hospital and the future uncertain, I've been focusing a lot on clearing baggage from the past, connecting with my guides and raising my vibration. And feeling my Light Team, my 'Power Posse' as I like to call them like never before. So it was quite a surprise when I ended up with a mild panic attack last night.  My heart was racing and I couldn't sleep. Anxiety and fear were bubbling up. My mind trying to find boxes and pathways of what was likely to happen so it could be 'prepared'. But of course the mind can only come up with limited ideas of what's possible. And none of them were really helpful to say the least!  So I tossed and turned, asked for help, meditated and tuned in as best I could. As I allowed my self to feel the anxiety and started to clear any beliefs around it, I felt calmer. I understood that the high vibration I'd been reaching earlier had shaken loose some lower vibrations. And then the thought 'I AM supported&

  This blog has been on hiatus for a long time. Just like a lot of life really during these couple of years. My Mother passed away in October last year. And my Father is currently in hospital with an uncertain prognosis. It has been a time of great stress and strain, and also great growth and transformation. I want to share with others my own journey and ahas. We are never alone even when it feels like we are. The Human experience may often feel like a separate journey, but our experiences are universal. And the Source of All is always with us even when through anger or hurt or disbelief we pinch ourselves off. The Flow of Well Being is Eternal.  The reason I'm posting today is that I had a HUGE aha and clearing (probably more to do lol) about Belief Structures I'd built inside of me. That don't necessarily make any sense but made sense to some part of me at some point in this life, and was probably in part handed down through the generations. Belief Structures that said th